Totally In Love

I promised myself that I wouldn't worry during the next four weeks. Our next appointment was scheduled for March 17. As you can bet, I worried, but I also fell madly in love. I am so in love with my son. I am scared and nervous and I worry for him and about him, but all this worry comes from my love for him. I know he will be great and do great things! My sister told me something that hit home many weeks before this. She said, "He is your baby, not to fear, but to love." I sat down (this was said to me during a text message conversation) and sobbed. No one could have said it better. Something about those words changed me. I don't fear him-never did; I fear the unknown, but I do love him-with every part of me.